Yelena Belova (
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clandestinement2022-08-09 09:44 pm
Early release - for
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They survive, in the end. That much is a miracle in and of itself. They survive, mostly intact, still themselves. And then comes the parting. There is no option to stay, to make a real life - so long as they remain, the connection to the place they came from remains, a flaw in the walls of reality that could be pried open or slipped along, the whole cycle restarted on new ground. There is no option to choose a new world to settle on. It's home, or death.
They promise to find each other on their own worlds, so like one another as to be nearly indistinguishable. It will not be the same. It's the best they can do with the hand they've been dealt. Yelena, the one who had walked two years in another world, who had faced monsters and the awful temptation of power, has the easier task in 2023.
Yelena, the one in his time, is still a tool of the Red Room, still under the thrall of a poison that will not have a certain cure for years. The serum distilled from her older counterpart's blood and cerebral fluid may work. There had been no sure way to test it. "It will take years for the neural pathways to repair themselves, if this doesn't work," the older Yelena had warned. "At least two, probably closer to three."
But even before that comes the problem of tracking her down. There is no intel on where the Red Room is, in his time. It moves, and the Widows are drugged both coming and going, aware only of their entry and extraction sites. The older Yelena can only tell him where she will be. It's nearly three months between his date of return and the date on which a suitable mission will present itself - one on which she will be alone, without the risk of other Widows, victims all of the Red Room's poison, interfering. Without the red dust, there is no guarantee of freeing them, and she's not willing to sacrifice them to secure her own early release.
And so: Bern. Yelena, younger, still the Red Room's plaything, is set up in a small apartment, paid for under the alias of one of her handlers, under the pretense of being a young mistress. One with a minor admin role at a scientific institution that is hosting a large conference, at which - regrettably - one of the speakers will suffer a fatal heart attack tomorrow. Tonight, she is running through the plan one last time, accounting for last-minute scheduling changes - nothing that speaks to any interference. Her target's schedule remains the same. Her exit window will just be a little tighter than she'd prefer.
In the living room, her handler is watching television. He'll have nothing to do tomorrow; it's two days before she'll be extracted, if all goes to plan, time built in to go to ground and take down the trappings of this identity.
No one is expecting any visitors.
They promise to find each other on their own worlds, so like one another as to be nearly indistinguishable. It will not be the same. It's the best they can do with the hand they've been dealt. Yelena, the one who had walked two years in another world, who had faced monsters and the awful temptation of power, has the easier task in 2023.
Yelena, the one in his time, is still a tool of the Red Room, still under the thrall of a poison that will not have a certain cure for years. The serum distilled from her older counterpart's blood and cerebral fluid may work. There had been no sure way to test it. "It will take years for the neural pathways to repair themselves, if this doesn't work," the older Yelena had warned. "At least two, probably closer to three."
But even before that comes the problem of tracking her down. There is no intel on where the Red Room is, in his time. It moves, and the Widows are drugged both coming and going, aware only of their entry and extraction sites. The older Yelena can only tell him where she will be. It's nearly three months between his date of return and the date on which a suitable mission will present itself - one on which she will be alone, without the risk of other Widows, victims all of the Red Room's poison, interfering. Without the red dust, there is no guarantee of freeing them, and she's not willing to sacrifice them to secure her own early release.
And so: Bern. Yelena, younger, still the Red Room's plaything, is set up in a small apartment, paid for under the alias of one of her handlers, under the pretense of being a young mistress. One with a minor admin role at a scientific institution that is hosting a large conference, at which - regrettably - one of the speakers will suffer a fatal heart attack tomorrow. Tonight, she is running through the plan one last time, accounting for last-minute scheduling changes - nothing that speaks to any interference. Her target's schedule remains the same. Her exit window will just be a little tighter than she'd prefer.
In the living room, her handler is watching television. He'll have nothing to do tomorrow; it's two days before she'll be extracted, if all goes to plan, time built in to go to ground and take down the trappings of this identity.
No one is expecting any visitors.

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He carries the duffel over one shoulder and the pizza box in one hand, loaded up with the remains of both pizzas and the last of the cinnamon bread things, while the other digs out the car keys. "I've got a destination planned. Already scoped and secured. We can hide out there for a few days to regroup and make sure we lost direct pursuit."
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"How far? The Widows are persistent."
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Then he unlocks the car and tosses his things in the back seat before dropping into the driver's seat. "It will take us until dark to get there, so it's a ways. And they might be persistent, but we will be safe. And even if they do somehow find us, I have faith that you and I could stop them."
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It hadn't bothered her at the time, watching her fellow Widows die rather than submit to capture. It hadn't been allowed to bother her. Failure meant death; there would always be other girls.
It bothers her now. Better a clean death at the hand of an enemy than forced suicide, ugly and inevitable.
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It's okay. He has a plan. They'll get them free eventually. "I am planning on freeing them," he adds as he starts the car up. "That's one of my sets of plans."
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She sounds curious. Evaluating, maybe. The trust isn't there, but he's managed to catch and keep her interest, and for the moment, that's nearly as good.
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He pulls out of the parking lot and points them towards the highway. "The other two are destroying the remains of HYDRA. And preventing something called the Blip." Yelena's future self wasn't the only person he pummeled for intel before coming back here.
Ironically, rooting out HYDRA is actually his least solid plan right now.
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(Or maybe, some small and barely-formed part of her whispers, they had just been friends, and he knew what would be important to her.)
"Those are some very ambitious plans," she says. Then, "What the fuck is the Blip?"
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"In 2018 an alien uses the infinity stones to destroy half of the population of every planet everywhere," Winter explains. "Including you and me. Then five years later, the remaining Avengers gather the infinity stones again to bring them back. I don't know why that call it that. It is a very dumb name."
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She can barely wrap her head around the thought of half the planet being suddenly gone, around how many other people must have died, immediately or slowly, as a direct result. Applying that to countless other planets - she retreats from the notion, shuddering slightly.
"Are you planning to blow up the alien?" She could get behind that, possibly.
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It will, a small, distant part of her - a part still only just stirring from having been buried deep in her psyche for the better part of a decade - thinks, be better than causing mass casualties.
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"And we can't hit the Red Room for a while, anyway," he adds, "because I only know where the creator of the cure is for about a week period, and that's not for another year and a half. We could try to hunt her down sooner, but espionage is not my best skill."
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She tips her head to rest against the glass, expression shading thoughtful. "I've never broken into a HYDRA base before. That sounds like it would be the best one to go for first, before trying to approach the sorcerer - is he a friend, or are we going to fight a wizard?"
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"Hopefully she doesn't think it's a threat and try to explode you," she adds after a moment.
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Probably by the Avengers, she thinks. It sounds like the sort of madness they'd take on, and the last thing she wants is to run into them. To Natasha, in particular.
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